I Quit

Yo, what's good y'all? Man, so um this

is genuinely going to be my last video

ever like this. I'm never going to make

a video like this again, but you know,

uh obviously you guys know what's all

going on. You guys saw me getting

arrested. You guys saw Cold Blues video

and everything. And um I did a reaction

to it kind of like, oh no, this wasn't

right. This is how it happened. Da da da

da da da. But genuinely during the last

few weeks, I've done a lot of just like

inward reflection and I've been talking

to my fiance a lot and I just kind of

came to realize, you know, what I was

doing was what I was doing wrong. And

also came to realize that truly your boy

was spiraling, you know, um I was

genuinely genuinely genuinely losing the

plot. And I have to say like genuinely I

feel like a hypocrite, you know, cuz

just a couple videos ago I was saying

how what Alex was doing was a

distraction from the bigger mission and

then I come along doing what I was doing

and if anything it was a even bigger

distraction from the mission. You know

what I mean? Now I had to pay six plus

figures for my lawyer fees and then my

fans lawyer fees and everything. And

that money could have been used for the

betterment of society, but now it's

being used in the legal system. You know

what I mean? And it's just completely

unnecessary and it's completely my

fault. And while I still don't think I

committed a crime, I still do think

that, you know, genuinely I was just

being not only just an ass, but

annoying. And I've come to realize that,

you know, genuinely streaming makes me

the worst me. You know, thinking back on

it, every quote unquote controversy, not

even quote unquote, every controversy

and everything that I've ever got into,

anytime I trended on Twitter for

something negative, it's always been for

some streaming clip. You know, like the

first one that comes to mind is the

Pokemon situation. Then the second one

that comes to mind is, you know, the

Logan Paul thing. And then besides all

that, like, bro, I've been in countless

beefs. And a majority, I would say

probably like 85% of those beefs have

come from streaming, you know. And I

think what it is genuinely is, you know,

I don't think it's a good thing to just

look at a chat for hours on end and

you're just like in real time getting

opinions of people and then, you know, I

I know probably some of my other

streamers can attest to this. you know,

you see somebody in the chat say boring

or Lstream or something like that and

then it flips a switch in you where you

want to be more entertaining and you

want to, you know, pump up the levels

and everything and you want to

entertain. And I think the reason why I

gravitated so much to streaming is

because I think I'm just like a instant

gratification person and there's no

better instant gratification than you

streaming. Because when you make a

video, you don't get that instant

gratification. you can know you made a

fire video. Kind of like my uh going to

the most racist town in America video.

Like I know that was a fire video, but

it took like a month plus to get it

edited and perfect. And then when I

posted it, you know, it didn't pop off

at first. It was actually a 10 out of

10. And then over time, it grew and grew

and grew and it did what I thought it

was going to do. But it wasn't instant

gratification. Whereas when you stream,

you know, you can have streams where

right out the gate, you have, you know,

thousands, tens of thousands or even

hundreds of thousands of people watching

you then and there and then people are

clipping you like right away and stuff

like that and you get that instant

gratification, but I'm realizing that's

not good for me. You know what I mean?

I'm not saying it's bad for everybody

because you got people like Queso and

Jinxy and a bunch of other streamers who

can stream and not, you know, causing

controversies and just keep

entertaining. But, you know, genuinely,

I'm just I'm not that guy, pal. I'm

going to be real. And so, like, I'm not

on here, you know, apologizing or

anything because I don't owe you guys an

apology. You know what I mean? Like, I

didn't affect any of y'all. But I do

want to say that I see where I was wrong

a thousand%. And uh to the people I do

owe an apology to, you know, I've given

them to them, you know, to the boys uh

who got arrested. Uh uh they're all 18

plus, by the way. I know a lot of people

are saying that they were minors.

They're all 18 plus, but still, you

know, I put them in that situation and

they didn't have to be. And at the end

of the day, I shouldn't have ever been

there, you know, um with my values as a

Christian. I haven't been moving like

that, man. And I've been falling back to

my old self. And I've seen some of you

guys in the comment section like calling

it out like, "Jion, you're going back to

your old self." You know what I mean? Da

da d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d

d like d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d

d d dibling and dabbling in pranks and

stuff like that. And you know, even

though you know Joe wasn't doing a good

thing by squatting at his mom's house

and stuff like that, you know, at the

end of the day, who am I to just, you

know, troll and stuff? I have so many

other better things I should be doing.

Like that time and money I spent getting

that stream set up could have been for a

bunch of catches. You know what I mean?

Getting bad people off the streets. And

so what I'm here to just pretty much say

is the shenanigans are stopping. The

shenanigans are over. And genuinely

genuinely like this was a very humbling

experience that I really needed. And I

genuinely think if this didn't happen,

um, it just would have continued. You

know what I mean? And who knows, it

could have been something worse. It

could have been something horrible that

I could never come back from. You know

what I mean? So, I'm just blessed that

God let it be something like this, you

know, that I put myself in a situation

like this to where I can actually

rebound and do better. And you know

what? You genuinely to the Wood Haven

Police Department, I see where you guys

are coming from. You know, like, bro,

you're a small town and you got this

YouTuber having fans coming all over the

place and stuff like that. You know, you

guys have never probably had anything

like that happen in your town before.

And you know, quiet towns like to stay

quiet. And you know, to Officer

Mitchell, you know, I called you out of

your name multiple times. You feel me?

Like, if I was a cop, I would arrest

somebody, too, if I was getting called

out of my name like that. So genuinely,

I feel like there's a lot of blame to go

around and I feel like a lot of the

blame has to be pointed right back at

me. It has to be directed at me and and

rightfully so, man. You know, bro, I'm

getting spammed up with I'm a

multi-millionaire

and you know, genuinely like, bro, keep

it coming. Keep it coming genuinely. It

doesn't it doesn't bother me like that

because it humbled me. It humbled me.

The whole situation humbled me and I'm

just the reason why I titled the video

what I titled it is because I'm never

going to stream again. You know,

genuinely, you know, I love streaming,

but it's just too much bad comes with it

and I don't know how to control myself.

And so, the best way to control myself

is to distance myself. And so, I just

can't stream anymore. And I won't stream

anymore because I actually want to be

here for the betterment of society.

And what I was doing during that stream

wasn't for the betterment of society.

Now police resources are being wasted

and judicial resources are being wasted.

And bro, I've dropped six plus figures

on fighting this legally. You know what

I mean? And it's just all just

unnecessary

garbage. And it was garbage content,

too. And the crazy thing is is, you

know, from 2024 to now, I was making

good content, getting actual bad people

off the streets. And it's just crazy

that I

told myself that wasn't enough, you

know? And I think it's just, you know,

kind of just seeing all my friends, you

know, like seeing Canel do his thing

with streaming, seeing Kai, seeing

people I know like Speed and all of them

doing their thing with streaming. And

it's like, oh man, you know, I'm like, I

want to go back. I want to go back. And

it's like I'm tempting myself. And then

I always just like go back into the

streaming stuff when really I should

have left that alone because you guys

remember the video where I said that I

was done bothering society and bro, look

at what I was doing. just bothering

society, being a nuisance, you know what

I mean? And I was blessed to find

something that wasn't nuisance, you

know, actually cleaning up the streets,

getting predators off the streets. And

instead of just sticking with that and

doing that, I got distracted and I got

greedy and I wanted to go back into

doing, you know, slopp content. And, you

know, genuinely genuinely, I don't think

if I uh went through the situation, I

think I would have kept on making the

slopp content. And genuinely, I think if

I would have kept on making this flop

content, who knows? I could have

affected somebody seriously, like where

it would be irreparable and couldn't be

fixed. So,

I quit streaming. I quit nuisance stuff.

I quit all that. And I genuinely just

want to do good for society. I want to

make society better. And that's what I'm

going to do. So, I just came on here to

say that. And one other thing I've also

realized is, bro, I'm gonna be real,

y'all. You know, I gotta

I don't know, man. It's like I got a

temper on me. I really do. And people

that watch my streams, you guys see it

all the time where it's like I get

triggered. You know what I mean? And

it's like, bro, the officers were just

doing their jobs and I was just getting

triggered. And I was acting like a

Karen. You know, I had a Karen moment.

Feel like we're all due for a Karen

moment, but you know, mine was on

camera. And luckily, you know, I feel

like we all go through moments like this

in life. Not like mine, but we all go

through moments like this in life where

we're not our best self, but you know,

not everybody has their best self put on

camera to millions of people. And

genuinely, I wish everybody could have

that experience because when you have

that happen, it makes you do reflection.

And so, you know what? Weirdly enough,

bro, I want to go back to Wood Haven and

I want to catch a PR there. I want to

actually have a good relationship in

that city. Uh, if you guys are still

calling them or causing them any ruckus

or anything, please stop. Do not do that

on my behalf. Do just do not do that at

all, man. You know, they're actually out

there protecting and serving. And it's a

quiet neighborhood. You know what I

mean? And I made it not quiet. I'll be

honest. And this this isn't any PR

damage or anything because you know I'm

gonna be real with you guys genuinely

like the situation

didn't affect anything. You know, if I

was clout demoning off of it, I would

have just been like, "Oh yeah, kind of

like what I was doing before, you know,

making jokes about it and stuff like

that. But now I'm realizing that I don't

want to do this." You know, I don't I

want to mature. I want to actually I was

maturing then I let myself regress and

now I want to keep on maturing and I

want to move on from this and just

because I want to move on from it

doesn't mean you guys have to move on

for it. I really don't care what you

guys do because like I was saying

earlier I realized I have a fragile ego

bro. I have a fragile fragile ego where

like I let comments and things people

say affect me. And so I saw something

that Scarlett Johansson said and it's

crazy like she also said that she has a

fragile ego. So the way she combated it

is she just doesn't read comments about

herself. And I realized like the last

couple days I feel like the reason why I

got to this point is because I haven't

been reading comments. It's because I

haven't been looking at videos about me

talking about the situation. And it's

letting me come to a more clearer view

because I feel like if I was watching

that content, you know, you guys see me

react to pe other people talking about

me, you know, I get all riled up and

stuff like that and it's like, bro, why

am I triggering myself? You know, no one

told me to react to these videos and

stuff like that or anything, you know,

and so like when I post this video, I'm

not going to read comments or anything.

This isn't for any damage control stuff.

So you guys can say whatever you want in

the comments. I'm not going to read it

because I'm gonna be real. I can't

handle it. But you know what I can

handle? I can handle these press and I

can handle making a difference in

society. And that's what I'm going to

keep on doing. And um yeah, so I guess

you know what I do want to say one

thing. I do want to apologize for one

thing and that is I apologize for the

distractions. I apologize for the slopp

content and I apologize for

pretty much forgetting about the

mission. You know what I mean? Um, this

mission is so much more important than

that slop content that I was posting.

And so, yeah, uh, that's pretty much all

I got to say. Uh, we're going to be back

on the mission. We're going to be

posting the pre catches and we're going

to be going forward and doing our thing

with a higher velocity and with a higher

uh, ferocity. I think that's the word I

was looking for. And so, I appreciate

you guys, man. Um, if you guys have no

idea what's going on with this, go check

out Code Blue's video. You guys can see

me getting arrested and stuff that

pretty much breaks down the whole thing.

But we're on to better things. Well, let

me rephrase that. I'm on to better

things. I'm on to just doing pretty much

the status quo, the usual catching pres

and posting it and then dipping off. And

you guys are going to see like I'm gonna

if you guys see me raging in the prey

catch or whatever, it's probably uh a

old one. But I'm gonna be watching

myself even while I'm dealing with

police. Like if a police officer isn't

taking our evidence seriously, it's

like, bro, being calm, cool, and

collected is way better than

having a screaming match and stuff like

that. And you know, the Bible says, "Be

harmless as a dove and wise as a

serpent." and I haven't been moving like

that. But I've been yapping now. I

really don't got anything else to say.

That's all I got to say, man. So, I

appreciate you guys. And no more slop

content, no more streams. So, if you

guys been enjoying the streams, no more,

man. It's just going to be straight PR

content and nothing else, man. You guys

don't need to know about my life. You

know what I mean? Cuz at the end of the

day, I don't know anything about your

guys' lives. You feel me? And

you know, I'm not in charge of your guys

entertainment. The only thing I'm in

charge with is trying to get as many

pres as I can as possible. That's it.

You know, I'm not here to make you

laugh. I'm not here to like, you know,

I'm not here to do any of that. And I

realize that now. You know, I'm not the

same Jadeon. And I was trying to go back

to be the old Judeon. Trying to go back

to being prime Jon. But, you know, Prime

Gion is growing up and realizing that,

hey, the stuff that I found amusing as a

boy shouldn't be the same stuff I find

amusing as a man. And bro, I'm, believe

it or not, I'm 25. I know I look old as

hell, but I'm 25 years old. You feel me?

I

need to grow up. I need to take

accountability, and I need to mature. I

need to actually be here for the

betterment of society and not for the

worst. And the best thing I know how to

do to better society is getting people

trying to hurt kids off the streets. So

yeah, yo, that's it. Uh that's the end

of my TED talk. Sorry about the

distractions and um Wood Haven Police

Department after all this legal stuff is

all situated. Uh, bro, I would love to

do something with you guys and work with

you guys department and potentially help

better your guys community. But, you

know, we'll cross that bridge when we

cross it. So, yeah, without any further

ado, peace y'all.